You scolded last night again.
I had to keep my mouth shut at all costs, whether or not what you said made any sense at all or just wrongly accusing me. If I don't, you will go on for another 15mins or more, raking up the past wrong stuffs I did.
With tears welled up in those eyes & forced to hold on, can't you let me have a say just for once? And I'm glad you realised that I'm starting to not care about my school work anymore.
Its about time you finally realised.
This morning was another yesterday.
My phone slided into a fucking bucket, fucking full of water.
Scolded me again for making so much of trouble, you think I wanted my phone to drop in, is it? Now I can't even msg properly, let alone during in class.
I bet you are rejoicing aren't you.
Tomorrow is thursday and it spells CCA. Fuck CCA. I hate cca evr since SYF ended and the seniors left. Why I stay is cos of you guys and the CCA points. I know if I go liao the section would gain no loss. Cos with or without me makes no difference. But I don't want to leave Sims and JW by their own. You just don't know whats gonna happen with more juniors than seniors.
That's whats keeping me here.
None of anybody understands. I really don't know what I want in life anymore. I dont care anymore.
bled at : 17:27
